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January 08, 2007
Waking Up
In a drunken haze yesterday, I realized, that I have been pretty numb for a long time when it comes to feelings and emotions. Although I know I have a lot of great people around me who I do care about, I realized that Im just not ready yet to care in *that* kind of way. To be in a relationship more than friendship. I have some work to do ahead of me.
I also allowed myself to get sucked into a drama that Ive been trying hard lately to avoid. It was like a snowball effect. I made one comment, and then had to back it up without having the proper mindset to think about what I was saying. Things came out wrong, and I said things that shouldnt have been said. I dont think I hurt anyone but it did make me think about my life and what love could mean for me again some day. Just not in the present time.
Posted by Des at January 8, 2007 05:36 AM
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